I'm questioning whether or not I want to go to the CRU winter retreat tomorrow. It seems like I have so much to do... I wonder if God is calling me to stay home for some reason. I really do believe it could be that He doesn't want me to go at this time. I am going to pray about it all night tonight and before I leave tomorrow. Sometimes what appears to be like a great time isn't the right thing to do... Obviously... That really didn't need to be said.

I'm so tired. Yes, I know I could sleep in the van on the way there, but that's not what concerns me. What concerns me is my ability to get everything done before entering that van... Well, I shall not worry, instead, I will just pray. Praying is very good.

Ahh... "More Than Words" by Extreme is playing now... Good time to stop writing and think about... well... just think, I suppose.